More Sadness

Robin just called to tell me that Tad Register was stabbed Thursday night outside of Buffalo's in Warner Robbins and died. When I taught at Central Fellowship Tad's grandmother was our bookkeeper. Wonderful family. Then I taught Tad's brother Kyle, who has Down's Syndrome. That year my children learned more about real life and loving other than any group I've ever taught. Tad and Kyle's mother Rebecca is a precious woman. When I first got pregnant with Gabe the young doctor told me I should have an abortion, because I was too old (36). (That's when I started seeing Old Dr. Brown.) Well Rebecca was such an encouragement during my pregnancy.

Wonderful people and I am so sad that they are having to deal with this horrible tragedy.

After Christmas Blues!

Realized this morning as F and I were talking that the "Happy Holiday" season is behind me and the "Let's Get to Work and Change the World" season is approaching fast. I've got a ton of work to get posted for college this weekend. Also, need to write some lesson plans before school resumes. I need Matt to help me make a couple of power points. Then there is the matter of Gabe having a project due, that he hasn't looked at. Plus, I need to run by the funeral home and sign the book for Mr. Maddox.

As if all that wasn't enough, Nicole has a birthday on January 8th, so I need to get a birthday gift. This would be okay, if I had written down sizes and ideas and didn't need to talk to Drew again. This seems to slow me down!

Special Christmas Story

In the Monticello News there is the sweetest rememberence of Christmas past. Check it out, it will warm your heart.

http://www.themonticellonews.com/default.asp?sourceid=&smenu=94&twindow=Default&mad=No&sdetail=4455&wpage=&skeyword=&sidate=&ccat=&ccatm=&restate=&restatus=&reoption=&retype=&repmin=&repmax=&rebed=&rebath=&subname=&pform=&sc=1096&hn=themonticellonews&he=.com

Mr. Maddox

Mr. Maddox died yesterday. I saw him at school on Friday. I wondered what did I say to him. Did he know that he had an important job and that we appreciated everything he did for us? Mr. Maddox never married, no children. Yet, his existance meant something to all of us! Mr. Maddox I hope you knew that we all cared.

It was FUN!

I could go into the catering business, but I would be VERY expensive! Last night was Dan's party and I didn't know that the little house could hold so many folks.

Dan, his Dad, and the boys were ready to start the party when they got in from Horsetown. Dan's parents got him a new pair of boots for his birthday. They are really nice.There was enough food! Can anyone ever accuse me of not having enough food! We had Artichoke and Spinach dip, Cowpokes, Hot bean dip, Fiesta Dip, Pepper Dip, Pimento Cheese sandwiches, hot ham and cheese sandwiches, and brownie trifle. Everyone seemed to enjoy all the food.
Russ and Rhonda dropped in!
This is a picture Freda took facing the dining room and kitchen.

Freda and Ricky were there!

Norris and Denitia drove over from Peachtree City. I loved you guys in Colorado, Pennsylvania and now here. (They probably could have never imagined Dan at 50 either!)



Steven Reese, Mr. Phillip, Russ, and Dewayne Brannan enjoyed visiting. (Tracie had gone to YEC)

Notice Stephen is sporting his FAVORITE team's t-shirt. Boomer Sooner!

Mom and Mrs. Martha had a nice visit.

No party would have been complete withour Dan and Martha Phariss. We so enjoyed them coming.

So there you go. That was Dan's 50th Birthday Party. We were blessed to have so many good friends show up.

Happy Birthday Cowboy!

Today, this man is 50 years old! Hard to believe. I can remember the first time I saw him and to me he looks the same. This man was born in Hawaii before it was even a state! He was born 2 months premature at a Navy base hospital. He can still ski black diamonds, ride bucking horses, and outwork his sons. As a matter of fact he got up this morning and wanted to go ride...just for a bit.

Tonight we are having a birthday open house and boy do I hope people show up! I'll be hurt someone doesn't show up to eat all the food. Plus, I don't want to clean the house for nothing. So everybody drop by between 7:00 and whenever. The menu is as follows:

Pepper Dip

Cowpokes

Layered Mexican Dip

Hot Bean Dip

fiesta salsa dip

artichoke and spinach dip

Party Ham and Cheese sandwiches

Pimento cheese sandwiches

grape salad

pecan trifle

strawberry trifle

It is still to be determined if I will bake a cake or not, depends on my scheduling.

Pioneer Woman Mystery Solved!

Yesterday, I read that pioneer woman had an article in the January issue of Good Housekeeping magazine, so I bought it. I knew she was from Oklahoma. I'd figured that out when the cousin had on the OU hoodie. But who had that much land and cattle, enough to raise wild mustangs too? Well her last name is on the article and the pieces fell together. Drummond. Well there is only one Drummond Land and Cattle Company, and they are located outside Tulsa near Pawhuska. The NCHA gives out a youth award every year called, "The Todd Drummond Award". Rae isn't living like most people that farm and ranch....(barely making it), but she is great reading and her pictures are wonderful. Anyway mystery solved.

PS. Further investigations have uncovered... it does not hurt that your father-in-law is very well diversified and is part owner in a mid-size oil company! Isn't the internet grand once you know what you are looking for.

PSS Monkey, I think the best place to be is with those who love you. Even without money! Since we are all in education we won't be pocketing that million anytime soon. This time I really looked at my check and $1,300 per month goes out to taxes and insurance!

Christmas at the Hestad's

Merry Christmas from the Hestad's, celebrating holidays together now for 24 years! Here are a few of my favorite things.

The star is a recent find. I like the fact that it has the folksy art feel to it. However, it had days this year when it wanted to be a falling star. Dan finally had to wire it.
This is the first ornament Dan ever bought me. It is dated 1983 and has a boy and girl ice skating on it. That year it snowed and iced in Oklahoma for Christmas. We stayed up until the wee hours of the morning and then he left to go be with his parents in Minnesota. When I came home from work the ornament was on my porch. When Dan came back he proposed.
We got this the next year, I was pregnant with Drew. These are two pillows I have added over the years. The one on the left if a letter Gabe wrote to Santa in first grade. The one on the right is a dirty Santa gift. (Back when Dirty Santa was played right!)
This is the snowman table. (Notice the "It's A Wonderful Life" sign in the background.) Most of these came from my students through the years.When Drew was little, Glenabel Hayes (Denitia's mom) made this for us. Drew's used it, Matt has enjoyed and Gabe wanted it out again this year.

The card holder was also from the Colorado days and then we have some Santas.This year I added a very cool 1910 magazine cover to the decorations. I've carried it around with me since Pennsylvannia.

The fondue party has grown as the family has grown. (If you wonder where I spend the majority of my Christmas money it is on this night!) Drew is pouring Sparking Peach Cider!

We ended up moving two of the boys to the mini-island. The buffet had to be cleared of pictures and we had to use it for a real buffet. This picture refuses to be cut, so this was where Matt and Gabe ended up, don't ask me why they have no heads!

No matter how tired I get from all the festivities, I try to remember that this is what has made my life wonderful.

Merry Christmas

Just a quick note to say Merry Christmas to each and every one of you! We are plugging away out here at our house. Lot to do before the big fondue party tonight. I will post pictures of all the festivities soon.

Check this out!

I checked in to see what was happening on Who Could Ask For Anything More's blog and noticed she is part of a Christmas tour of homes. There are tons of them. Check out this web site and just scroll down past her Christmas pictures.

http://www.boomama.net/

KE this will give you something to do in the wee hours instead of infomercials :) ( I watch those things too)

December 20th

Oh, the things left to do before the in-laws arrive. There are gifts to get! Gifts to wrap! Food to purchase! And decisions on what is the best plan for a 50th B-day party for Dan. Then in a moment of obsurd stupidity, I want to go work. I want to get ahead, but there is no time for that stuff. I've got to get two weeks of homework for the college class done and posted, so that I won't feel stressed and that I can start working on the paper due the end of January.

Dan is taking the boys on a trip to Augusta overnight. They are going to work 3 year olds and give me time to get things together around here. Then on Saturday he will go buy the gifts for Matt.

This exit will provide me time to get back on my diet after a wild time yesterday of peanut butter fudge and such!

Let the fun begin!

(SB this year was a snowman ornament!)

Questions

Why does Pioneer Woman say that she channels Sylvia Plath? Didn't she kill herself at age 31? Is she wanting to channel the poetic side?

Why didn't Lousia May Alcott write more books? I would have read them all.

Why doesn't someone gift me a million dollars? I would be kind, I would use it for good. (Okay after the ranch and cattle were bought, and the camera. Then I could channel Pioneer Woman!)

Why do we engage in mindless activities? On that day when I get to heaven and God says, "Lennye, you wasted 40 years of your life in mindless activities." What will I say?

Why don't more people read Chris Van Allsburg's book "The Wretched Stone" and get it?

What makes a good Christmas gift? Is it the thought? The time? or the gift?

Why do we make bad decisions when faced with a choice? For instance, me and F at the Christmas party today - bad choices! F ended up with a pair of slippers. I was laughing when she opened it and said, "I bet they are houseshoes." They were! Then I open up an apple dipper (if any of you are interested speak up). Now I do fondue every Christmas, I have several pots going, but an apple shaped pot? I don't know? It was one of those days you wanted to know who brought these gifts. F and I both wanted a coffee pot!

Finally, what possesses a 47 year old woman to go back to school for an advanced degree?

Good Time

Today we went to a Christmas lunch with our old Sunday School class. I love these people. These are my favorite people in the church. We all came to Macedonia about the same time. Others have come and gone from the group, but those that remain truly enjoy each other. We had my favorite layered salad and pork loin (that's what I ate). I took Gooey Butter Cake, but refrained from that. I did bring me back a ginger snap cookie to eat with my coffee.

The people who hosted the party, Charley and Brenda, have a beautiful house on High Falls Lake. There is a calming presence in the house and it is wonderful to be there. I swear it is close to being with family.

Gabe

Gabe, how four letters can come together and mean so much!

I would like to address the impact that some readers have had in his life. First, there was KE, he loved Mrs. E. He loves Mrs. Freda (by the way he made 103 on the math midterm). Then there was monkey, I have one picture framed and two more on the fridge to be framed. I really thought this one would take! He would develop his artistic side and always have a creative outlet. But no, it was SBB who seems to have imprinted him. Last night he has found a way to play chess online. He had four games going (won a couple), decides in his free time he wants to learn languages (this interest him) and soon is spouting German phrases. Matt is trying to study, I think he is cussing us, and it is his father that gets it. He later announces that he wants to learn not one language, but four, French, Germany, Spanish, and Italian. At that moment I knew he will need a lot of special teachers in his future. Those who can see look past the utter foolishness and see that perhaps there is genius hidden in there.

PS. He has a wonderful ELA teacher and science teacher this year. Obviously the math teacher has it going on too!

Oh My!

Now if you know me I tend to have a very high tolerance for pain, however, the foot thing was unbelievably painful. They had to stop and give me another numbing shot during the procedure. Now the numbing medicine is wearing off.....So I've started taking the Darvaset!

It might be as long as 6 weeks before they know if this worked. There were moments today when he could of just cut the foot off.

Is Dan getting old? This is another question that must be answered today. I had a $200 check written on my account. I didn't write it. I asked Dan if he did. No, he doesn't know anything about it. Well he went in the bank, got the counter check, and filled it out! I hurt to bad to gripe at him.

Lesson Learned

Well, Chinese and weight ins do not go together. Gained .4 today. I've learned my lesson! Then I've tried to get on my etools for a couple of days to no avail. I can't find the information on the etools stuff. (Don't laugh) I thought it lasted for 17 weeks, perhaps it was only 3 months. I must get the etools going again. This is imparative!!!!!!!!!

Early morning tomorrow. They want to take me for the blast at 8:00am. Details will follow on this one!

New Stuff!

This lovely rug is now in my living room, under the coffee table. I ordered it from overstock.com, it came in two days, free shipping, and was marked down to 25.99. I thought that was a steal! I only wish it had be bigger or came in a round or square one. This one is 3'3"x 5'2". I think it expresses my funky side.

Today we had WWIII while I was trying to get out the door for work. Gabe couldn't find his pants. IF THE PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN THIS HOUSE WOULD PLEASE PUT UP THEIR CLOTHES!!!!! Well it wasn't a good attitude to arrive at work with. I know I saw monkey, but I couldn't remember when. They need to know so much and it just isn't happening, these babies have got to mature a whole bunch over Christmas break.

Friday, I am going in for what is called an outpatient surgical procedure, even though there are no knives involved. They are putting a nerve block in my foot and then using the same technology that they use on kidney stones, blasting my heel. The nurse today said that in all they have done, they've only had one person that it didn't work on. So I am praying for some relief soon.

Now I am off to do another load of laundry. Then load the dishwasher. Then grade more papers. Report cards need to be done by Monday. I've also got to write a worksheet for tomorrow. Loads of fun here!

I ate Chinese tonight - if there is no weight loss we will know why.

Channeling

I must be channeling my inner self to Pioneer Woman! Did ya'll see that she has blogged about ---Homeschooling? What in the world. Well I can tell by her picture, that I have some age on her. I tell you guys, I was homeschooling, living a mile from the nearest neighbor, 20 miles to the nearest town, and being a Cowboy's wife. My children were out enjoying the wide open spaces before she even knew she was going to live this kind of life. Why wasn't I successful at it and make money with a blog spot that tells people what I did each day? This too is a mystery at the moment.

Hey, I've got pictures of me grinding an elk into hamburger meat. Top that Pioneer Woman.

What in the World!

Okay, it isn't fair to practice for the church Christmas Cantata for weeks and then catch a nasty cold, flu type symptom illness two days before the big performance. After a long practice this morning, I can't talk. I'd call F. to complain, but it is too much of an effort to talk! I'm on DayQuil, Hot Toddies, and perhaps Nyquil.

Gabe went to the youth Christmas party (paint gun war), so this has allowed Matt and me to get quality school work done. I'd like to actually get ahead before the in-laws come for Christmas. You know Dan's 50th B-day is in that time frame, so I've got a lot to do this month!

I took off Monday, because I'm going back to the foot doctor. I suppose he will set up the time for the shock wave treatment. (Not to be confused with the electrode therapy used for mental patients.) I hope this can be done with little time off my foot.

I would also like to take this time to say what a great day it is to teach school. Groceries and Gas are now so high that it is hard to pay the bills and feed your family on the salary you bring home. It is just sad, that 7+ years of college and this is the way it is. I noticed today that Books-A-Million had job openings, now how fun would that be. I applied once as an assistant librarian here and didn't get the job! I would love to work in a bookstore or be a disc jockey! Anything with no pressure.

Weight Loss Update

Well today was a good day. So far I've lost 24.6 pounds. I'm calling it 25 and F has lost 30. We shall continue the fight against fat. However, I was concerned this afternoon when Monkey and F started talking about I'd have to have the excess skin taken off if I lost a lot of weight. Have they looked at me! Of course this is a lot of weight!! Now I can look forward to surgery....

One Day

One day when my life slows down I want to:

1. sit down and put my feet up
2. read a book
3. cook a gourmet meal with know worries about cost or time
4. not worry that there are stacks of laundry that must be done
5. not worry that there are dishes that need to be loaded in the dishwasher
6. spend time not thinking about other peoples children and what they can't do and focus on mine and what they can do
7. sit in a hot tub drinking Margarettas
8. watch all the movies I've missed because I'm doing school work or worrying about other peoples children
9. write letters to people I like and tell them how they have influenced my life
10. spend a weeks vacation somewhere with no horses, cows, or extra children

PS Monkey continues to keep me sane as the madness in educational reform sweeps through the hallowed halls of academia!

RtI

Recently KE discussed homeschooling on her site and I thought this would be a good time to discuss RtI and my frustrations.

First, let me start by saying I'm pissed that students get to 5th grade and they read on a second grade level. I'm pissed that administration won't call out those teachers and say this is unacceptable. Those who came to me with a SST folder most of those were never written in after second grade (SBB and NS were the last to make comments).

Second, Reading effects everything you will ever do in life. I find that most fifth graders do not like to read. They are burnt out on AR and rarely meet their goals. This year with new math standards if you don't read you won't pass math. One little girl in my room can't read, but is the fastest student in fifth grade with math facts. This is thanks to her 2nd grade teacher SBB. However, she reads probably right where SBB left her.

Third, RtI is a wonderful idea. However, this should be what teachers do anyway and it is overwhelming to try to make up the difference in fifth grade. Also, it is impossible to be held responsible for the RtI of 102 students and the paperwork. I need help!

Which brings me to my next point. I would not have made it this week without Monkey. She stepped in typing, going to the computer lab so I could pull students, and trying hard to add calmness to the hall all week. THANK YOU!

Last, you are all under orders to tell me if I need medication!!!!!

PS. SBB, I rushed home to check out the tickets for GS, try $142 a piece for the low in ones. For $284 Big D could lipsync GS and I might be okay!!!

What Movie is your Christmas most like?

Now I am big on this one. I watch It's a Wonderful Life every year and cry. I also watch White Christmas every year and swear that one year I am buying Dan a night on a white horse as a gift. However, I doubt he would get it. I love the songs and sing them loud during the movie. So what did mine turn out...

Your Christmas is Most Like: The Muppet Christmas Carol
You tend to reflect on Christmas past, present, and future...And you also do a little singing.

I guess this kind of fits, but I collect things now that say, "It's a Wonderful Life".

Check this one out. http://www.blogthings.com/whatmovieisyourchristmasmostlikequiz/

PS. You know your best friend was meant to be your best friend when you say, "I'm so upset, I didn't know that they were doing White Christmas at the Fox this year." And she says, "I love that movie, I watch it every year."

What Holiday Food Are you?

This was a little sad on the last part.

You Are Eggnog
Rich, sweet, and probably a little drunk. Everyone who knows you tends to get a little fatter.

If you want to try this:

http://www.blogthings.com/whatholidayfoodareyouquiz/

Where's the beef!

Well yesterday was very eventful in a bad turned good type of way. First, I cleaned the bedroom, that was very needed. Then I made the fatal mistake of calling Matt, I was asking a stupid question like - what do you want for Christmas.

Matt: "We are busy. Dad's lost seven cows."

Me: "What do you mean lost. They got out?"

Matt: "Yes."

Me: "Is there a hole in the fence? How long have they been out?"

Matt: "I gotta go."

Now in case you don't understand cattle, the thought of about $6,000 walking around out in the big unknown can make you sick. I'm here wondering, how is no one noticing these cows out walking around. Has someone stole them (that happened once in Colorado). [Also, it is important to know that the men in my life do not say much in a time of crisis.]

Hours pass. I can't think. I want to be physically sick. I pray. I call every hour - is there any word. No word. How do seven cows walk away? Well about 5:30 last night Dan calls and says we found them, they are okay. They had gone the opposite direction than what a neighbor had told them. Seems like she had seen another neighbors cows that were on the loose.

Today, they will move the escaped cattle back to their home. Thanking Jesus every step of the way. I am going to the chiropractor.

Happy Thanksgiving!

What a day! We had a feast to say the least, even Pioneer Woman would have been envious. Here was our menu:

Smoked Turkey w/cranberry sauce

squash dressing

deviled eggs

mashed potatoes

black-eyed peas

broccoli, rice, and cheese casserole (double)

steamed green beans

Mediterranean Orzo Salad

Strawberry Pretzel Salad

Yum-Yum cake

Garlic rolls

I think I may have fixed too much food. We always use my Grandmother's pottery dishes. This year I think it became apparent that it was time to add to the set. I have 5 plates (and they are small by today's standards) and 1 platter (also small by today's standards). So I will be stalking the antique stores and ebay for the next year. We have lots of leftovers.

The kids we all here. Gabe is starting to outgrow Nicole. I told her today we would have to get Matt to find a short woman too!

Then we spent the afternoon playing a card game called Phase 10. Now, Dan and I are not game players and Nicole is from a family of game players. We are eat and lay around and watch movie people. But we played all afternoon, even Dan.

I'm loving the cool weather and excited to see it come. Tomorrow it is clean the bedroom, get some of my school (job) work done, and then do school (Dr.) work done. I still would like to go scope out the antique mall in Covington.

All in all we have a lot to be thankful for:

1. Married to the same man for 23 3/4 years
2. Three healthy children
3. One daughter-in-law
4. lots of good friends
5. the ability to cook for them every year!

Vacation Day 3

On the day of my funeral do not be surprised if I jump up out of the casket and say, "Hold that thought, I've got laundry to do and a house to clean."

Yesterday was spent cleaning, but not the kind I wanted (the bedroom). No, I rearranged the living room, to get it Christmas ready. The 20 minutes I sat down with the torture devise on, I watched Paula Deen and then ended up having to make a Gooey Butter Cake!! Drew and Nicole are coming over tomorrow and you'd think the President was dining here! I've cleaned and planned. There will be enough food for an army. Yet, every time I try to leave something out, something new comes in. There are several staples that have to be cooked and several new additions. Alas, the price of having no family and wanting to make everything special for my children as they grew up. (Why didn't I start the let's order pizza in tradition?!)

So much for a vacation, But....if I did rest and vacation this week what would I do. I would go to Sarah's little shop in McDonough (maybe Saturday), I would go to the antique mall in Covington, and I would read. Seems simple enough.

Then somebody tell me why F and I didn't know that Oprah was doing a show in Macon, Georgia and it was her favorites of 2007. I'd of been happy with the watch. F and I kept calling each other in disbelief at all the stuff. I still can't believe that there are people who spend that kind of money on one person during the holidays.

Vacation Day 2

I got up early this morning to spend 20 minutes with the torture devise! It is tough, but must be done.

Last night I cooked the most wonderful recipe.

Chicken Layered Mexican Salad

3 cups cooked, diced chicken breast

1 pkg taco seasoning mix

1 can refried beans

1 cup mayo

1 cup sour cream

3 cups shredded lettuce

2 large tomatoes, diced

3 cups shredded cheddar cheese

salsa

tortilla chips

1. mix chicken, 1/2 of the taco mix, and whole can of refried beans

2. Layer in a 9x13 casserole dish

3. combine mayo, sour cream, and remaining taco mix in a separate bowl.

4. Layer this on top of chicken and bean mixture

5. complete the layering with lettuce, tomatoes, and cheese

6. serve with salsa and chips

I added guacamole' to mine and left off the tomatoes. I used fat free beans, mayo and sour cream and only 1 1/2 cups of cheese. No one noticed the difference. Matt wouldn't even try it. Gabe loved it and so did Dan. Definitely worth a try.

Today's plans include: cleaning bedroom and bathroom, more laundry, grocery shopping, supper cooking, and finishing Gabe's school project that was lost and now has to be turned in on Monday!

Vacation Day 1

Well, I'm loving this already. I got up had a leasurely cup of coffee, fixed breakfast and two men left, I'm down to one. I plan to clean my bedroom today (not done), go to the foot doctor (I now have a torture devise that has to stay on for an hour per day, at twenty minute sittings), the chiropractor (this brought some relief to my achy back-returning on Saturday), run by school and pick up some data I need to write a grant Freda brought it by), and plan Thanksgiving dinner (I've made some progress). Seems a bit agressive for day one, but we shall see.

There is also the football book to finish reading and a large book on creating writers through assessments. I can't wait!

I would like to take the boys on a day out this week at some point. This will take money, so who knows.

Georgia Aquarium Trip

The sea turtle was pretty cool!











I found the jellyfish to be very relaxing!








Then there was this crab. Hikendrea said, "Boy, I'm wantin' some crab legs now." I told her I thought he might be more grab than she could handle!



My other pictures are full of children. They turned out pretty good. I really enjoyed the trip.

Weight Loss Update 3

Well I didn't think this would be a good week for me, but I lost 3.6 pounds. This brings me to the magical 22.2 pounds of weight lost. I'm pretty pumped. F. who usually runs off and leaves me is at 23 pounds gone. Between us we've nearly lost a 50 pound sack of feed.

Monkey Envy! and miscellaneous musings from the playground

I have a bad case of Monkey envy going on. Everytime I go take a gander at her blog and see the beautiful pictures, I want to go to that spot! I want to read Celestine Sibley! I want to sit on a front porch and take in the beauty!

Monkey isn't feeling well either. I think we have both caught it from the munchkins! I feel a little better today. I just wished there was more time in my day.

I am doing eyeq with a child after school (one that I suspect has a visual tracking issue). Today we started out at 58 words per minute, after exercises we moved to 81 wpm. I was impressed, we did another fluency trick up my sleeve and read 83 wpm in 54 seconds before stopping. I followed this up with some cause and effect activities and all went well. Sadly, my Clarence isn't enrolled in this program yet!

Today, I had fun with my kids at school. I love discussions that make them think and use their heads. D. didn't want to write today and decided to kick desks and carry on. In my calmest voice I said, "Well that's okay, but you can't read another book today until I have a good paragraph from you." More carrying on from D. so I walked to my desk and pulled out a 15 minutes of library time pass. I said, "This is simple, you can have 15 minutes of free time to stay in the QUIET library if you do my paragraph. But remember no paragraph, no more reading today." It only took two hours to get my paper, but I got a pretty good paragraph!
This afternoon he didn't like all the screaming going on with the DARE officer, so I said we will go inside. He and I went inside and he took AR test and talked to me about books. It was all good! Personally, I like the kid even with all his quirks.

I had another kid on the playground say a cuss word today. Two girls came to tattle. I called him over and in perfect innocence he looks at me and says, "I didn't mean to say f---." Well I looked at him and said, "Your honesty in this matter is refreshing. Do you understand why we don't talk like that." We discussed the reasons why we should use good speech and the fact that it would be horrible to have your mouth washed out with soap. Then I let him go! That's right no fence time, no yelling. Hey, we all slip up sometime! It was nice to have someone be honest about it!

It's Almost Monday--BaHumBug

I can't believe that here we are the week before a break and I'm getting sick! I fell like crap! But have no fear, tomorrow those who are over me will more than likely have another intervention that must be put into place! I am honored.

Between the leg cramps and now the cold, I am not sleeping well at all. So that makes it worse. Dan helped again today and we knocked out another week of statistics! Matt has One Act Play dessert theatre this week on Thursday. Tickets are $8 in advance and they did win first or second at state. In an effort not to offend there is no longer a winner, there are two superiors. WHATEVER!!!! I hate to tell people but in life somebody will lose.

Dan and I need to get all our work done by Friday, because the prof is holding and open chat room. I don't know enough to chat to anyone. My mind is actively going places other than here...so it is a swig of Nyquil and off to bed for me!

Weight Loss Update 2

Well today I lost 4 pounds. This brings the total up to 18.6 pounds, not bad for a chick with a thyroid problem. Also, F. has now lost 20 pounds. We've nearly lost a 50 pound bag of feed between us.

Statistics Week 1

What did Lennye do all weekend? She sat at a computer trying to figure out her new computer program called SPSS. She knows more about independant and dependant variables than she ever wants to know. I haven't screamed or cussed, but Dan has spent numerous hours also at the computer. It is now painfully obvious that I will have to do homework every night at least for an hour or two. I can not wait until the weekend this semester. I haven't cried. I have failed to answer the telephone a time or two.

Today the newlyweds came for lunch. We had chicken, rice/broccoli/cheese casserole, green beans, deviled eggs, twice baked potatoes, and upside down apple pie.

Weight Loss To Date!

I was pleasantly shocked that I lost a little over 2 pounds today. This brings my total to 14.6.

I Now Have NO Life!

Well, statistics started this week. I have 5 or 6 assignments per week to accomplish by Sunday night. I HATE math. I cried Monday. Was it the class or my back? Today I went to the foot doctor, then the massage therapist, then the foot doctor. I still hurt so bad I can't hardly walk!
I would like to take time to appropriately whine, but I am afraid, to let myself play to far in that courtyard! Since it appears there is a new writing contest we need to enter.

Question of the year: Why does the other school get two hours to teach Reading/writing and I get on paper 70 minutes and in actuality 45? Please ponder this thought and respond. If you have any idea how to pull off miracles (it is the season of hope) please, please let me know.

Check this out!

You have got to check out http://jill-inc.blogspot.com/ right now she is having a way cool give away. KE click on the modbags link and look at the totally cool mommy bags!

Pink Floyd - Another Brick in the Wall

I think we should play this on Tuesday for the intro into our topic on Discipline. Follow up with the teaching style of Cheech and Chong's Sister Mary Elephant.

K.T. Oslin - Come Next Monday

For some reason I lost this on the blog!

K.T. Oslin - Come Next Monday

I've had one heck of a day! Thank goodness for Gunter:) without her artistic talent we would be sunk. Then poor Julie who had worked all day, dropped in to see what was going on. For some reason this song and video came to mind! I couldn't believe it was on youtube. So in honor of a hard day, Halloween, and good friends... here you go.

Thankful Thursday!

As you know I have been on WW with Freda and others from work. Freda is much like NH and can loose weight relatively easy. Me on the other hand it is hard. The first week I lost 5.8 pounds and that was great. Then after following the plan to the tee and working hard for two weeks, I only lost 1.2 pounds. This lead to discouragement, but the consensus was that I needed to drink my water. So this week I did and lost 5.2 pounds. What a relief! I was afraid I would be hospitalized if I didn't lose weight this week. So now I am happy at 12.2 pounds lost in one month!

Tonight we went and had Chinese food and studied for his history test on China.

What A Day!!!

My day has been great. (Even if the man I've been married too for half my life forgot.) To start off Gunter brings me 2 CD's she has put together and a cute card. I haven't listened to both, but I really like cd 1. I thought it was a wonderful gift! Then Freda takes me out to eat at Jimmy's (I've tried hard to stay on this diet). I had grilled chicken with mushrooms and onions, baked potato (no butter or sour cream) and salad. I'm counting it at 15 points to be safe. To top it off I got a gift too!!! Carlisle VS Army. How cool is that! A book about football, Oklahoma born Jim Thorpe, Dwight Eisenhower (who was born across the Red River) and Pop Warner (former UGA coach) I've thought about the book for two weeks and now it is mine. I want to call in sick tomorrow, but fear Freda would kill me if I left her alone with my babies! Then the in-laws sent me a little check in the mail that I am hiding from the man!

So now I am off to church for choir practice. Gabe is excited about youth. Then when we get home Criminal Minds is on. How cool is this!!!!

Oklahoma Hills

Happy Birthday to Me!!

Several blogs have been doing the 10-20-30 years ago thing. So in honor of me--here goes.



Ten years ago--we were in the process of moving to Jackson. At the time we were living in lovely Unadilla, Georgia.



Twenty years ago--In May of that year we took almost 2 year old Drew and moved to Colorado. It snowed the day we moved in. The area was beautiful. I learned that in the Rocky Mountains you best keep a coat handy even in the winter.



Thirty years ago--I was a freshman in college. I lived at home and commuted to school in Tishomingo, Oklahoma. Brenda had left to go to East Central in Ada. We would meet at her house every Friday afternoon and eat bananna cream pie that her mom would make. It would be fresh out of the oven, with merange'. Wonder if that is why the two of us go crazy for Coconut and Chocolate pie from Hamburger Inn.



On an interesting note, I have now been married to Dan for half of my life. Never again will it be half my life--just this year. After this, I will have been married to him for most of my life.



As I reflect today, there are many times I wish it had been easier. I wish my mom had never gotten sick and that she would have helped me with the boys. I wish my grandmother could have lived longer and known Drew. I wished life hadn't been so full of pain and been blessed with more joy. I wished I'd of handled the painful times better. I sometimes wish, we still lived in Oklahoma. It is at those wishful times that Dan reminds me I would have missed an awful lot if I had stayed in Oklahoma: Freda, Nanci, Gunter, Sarah, Dianne, Robin, Penny, Denitia, Sandy, Bob and Glennabel, Earl, and so many more.

Creativity

Yesterday it was brought up at work about how so many bloggers seem to be SAHM's who have time for all types of activities. However, I love some of the new book blogs I've found, but I found this one crafty blog that got me thinking about more work for Monkey! Personally, I never have enough money, it could be the marriage to the cowboy...I don't know. Anyway, after viewing this blog http://dreamcreateinspire.blogspot.com/ I thought Monkey was the only top notch creative chick we know, so maybe she'd want a side business. There is nothing like this in town!!! And I want to paint Christmas ornaments too!!!

I refuse to discuss children whose medication gets changed during ITBS week, or people who want to chew on me because the medicated children are not acting like the other children (who I'm beginning to wonder about).

Hestad children update. Matt's 18 year old self is loving not being in school this week! I called him today to tell him how big of a help he really is around here. First, I have to get Gabe to and from the bus stop. This should be no big deal except for faculty meetings and tutoring other children all week. Then today Gabe gets off the bus with no bookbag the conversation went like this:

"Gabe, where's your bookbag?"

"I don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?"

"I must of left it in the gym."

"Gabe, where's your belt?"

"I couldn't fit it in the gym bag, I must of left it on the bus while I was looking for my bookbag."

Needless to say Gabe and I had to drive over and get the bookbag. I can only hope the belt is on the bus. I miss Matt and Dan!!!

Today, I wanted a big, thick, juicy piece of steak for supper. Instead I came home and had pretend cheese, grilled, on pretend bread. If I don't lose more weight this week, I may need to take some Lithium!

Where Should I live in Europe

You Belong in Barcelona
When it comes to Europe, you don't want to decide between culture and fun. You want art by day and a big party by night.Barcelona is ideal for you. You can check out some Picasso, eat some tapas, take a siesta, and then dance all night!

Check out yours:

http://www.blogthings.com/whateuropeancitydoyoubelonginquiz/

Funny Spirituality

Today Monkey made mention to the funny utube clip (thanks Stephen for sending it) and not the new spiritual me. So in an effort to be more spiritual today:

Proverbs 15:13 A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance: but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken.

Proverbs 17:22 A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones.

Proverbs 18:14 The spirit of a man will sustain his infirmity; but a wounded spirit who can bear?

In light of these words of scripture I will share more. First, if you know me I struggle to find any joy in life. Perhaps I hide this well, but I am one of those folks that life has just been hard on and so-o I tend to not have much fun. Usually this coincides with money woes, but that's another blog. Anyway...I've got a few days off school and my 4.0GPA can have a brief rest. So I've been delving into the funnier side of life. This weekend I have mindlessly watched utube clips, surfed various blogs (of the more spiritual side), and watched mindless TV [Gene Simmons Family Jewels].

Today, I've laughed every time I've thought about Family Jewels. That show is a riot and definitely not spiritual! So perhaps my endeavors of late aren't were they need to be, but as the scripture says, "A merry heart doeth good like medicine..."

SNL More Cowbell

This is too funny! Thanks Stephen!

I SWEAR I have things to do!!

I choose not to do them. Took a nap during the Falcons/Saints game----Saints won. Now it is AP and the Cowboys playing.

Anyway, I cruised a few more inspirational sights and came up with the following link....http://www.buynothingchristmas.org/index.html.

Not that I hate Christmas or anything, it is just that we have never been able to keep up with what the kids peers get. I don't think it has bothered them much, but what a thought no buying!!

Need to make changes!

Fall has brought about a lot of changes this year. Gabe started school without me for the first time in his life. Matt is a senior and we are busy with pictures, announcements, and talk of college. Drew has gotten married and now is planning a new life with his best friend. Dan has moved to a new barn and had a life changing accident. Kate and CW are pregnant again, amnio shows that all is fine with my new nephew. Dan's parents are considering moving closer. I have actually made it through 4 classes (24 hours) towards my doctorate and still I'm maintaining a 4.0 GPA. (after this next class I can apply for my 6 year) To top it off I've joined weight watchers again with a new commitment. Hopefully, this will be my year.

Yet, God has been dealing with me about other things of late. I miss my early mornings with Him: reading, meditating on the Word, and writing in my journal. Yet, I continue to make the excuse that I don't have time. However, I flitter (my word)away countless hours checking blog spots and being mindless. It was yesterday as I went to various Christian websites that I was reminded of my need for continued spiritual growth, not the need to be busy, but to be quiet before the Lord. So changes are coming.

I need to take time to be more giving. I love to cook and need more time to cook healthier for my family. I need to learn how to handle stress better (without cussing!). I need to know that I may never have all the answers and that's okay. I need to accept the fact that we will never live a perfect life, we will live the one God has given us and we need to enjoy every minute of it. I need to always be thankful for the journey; because if I had never gone to Colorado, Pennsylvania, and then Georgia, I wouldn't have most of my dearest friends. I want to relish in good books and be thankful that I came to Georgia when Celestine Sibley was still alive and writing for the AJC. I found a wonderful author that now needs to be rescued from dusty shelves and given to all my friends. I'm also thankful to almost be 48 and know what a run on sentence is and don't care!

Stay tuned for more.

Halloween is not my thing!

What Your Halloween Habits Say About You

The scariest thing on Halloween is you! You definitely don't want any kids in costumes crossing your path - and you're willing to scare away any who do.

You're weird. You're downright deviant. And you use dressing up in a costume as an excuse to act out.

Your inner child is open minded, playful, and adventurous.You truly fear the dark side of humanity.

You are a true misanthrope.You're logical, rational, and not easily effected. Not a lot scares you... especially when it comes to the paranormal.

You are picky and high maintenance. If you wear a Halloween costume, it's only when you really feel like it. And it has to be perfect.

You too can waste valuable time:
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhalloweenpersonalityquiz/

Honesty

Today Dan and Matt have headed off to Mississippi, so last night Dan and I went out to eat. Since neither one of us wanted to get dressed up we just went over to Jimmy's. We sit down and Dan says there's something we need to talk about! (That always makes me nervous.) Anyway here's how this started:

Dan: I heard from the insurance company yesterday.

(my cell phone rings---it's Denise--I'm on pins and needles and can't hang up.)
(hang up and waitress comes over again....finally)

Me: Okay, can we get back to this conversation. (waitress returns)

Finally the whole story comes out. Seems that the insurance company called with an incredibly large offer (double what it should have been). Dan said he hung up and thought, "Okay, they'll call back soon." But they never did. Around 4:30 Dan decides to call Luke (our insurance man). Luke tells Dan, "Well boy, even a blind hog gets an acorn now and then." So, Dan is puzzled, because he feels that it isn't honest to take that much money....even though they are still out on whose paying for the horse trailer. Well I had PTO so we never got to this the day it all happened.

Then on Friday morning, Luke calls Dan at 7:30am. (I think this was really bothering Luke). He tells him they can do whatever, but they probably need to say something. Dan agrees. Both know that it won't take long for someone to figure out the mistake, want the money back, and fire the woman. Within minutes the adjuster, who is new on the job, calls and recants the first offer. So it goes....those moments when we must choose to do the right thing or to do nothing.

This leads to my thoughts of this morning....As always we are broke. If you ever want to know how to lose money, go in the horse business. No matter how many customers you have it want be enough! Dan is in need of filling up his new barn. He is out in Mississippi and could use a great week, for him and Kay. (I'm getting to my great confussion this morning) If you do the right thing does God in turn bless you. I'm sure God is constantly blessing us each and every day. Yet, this week we need large blessings...are they in route.......was the insurance thing a little test........

Another Day in Paradise!

I did come home and the boys had the house cleaned (living room and Kitchen). They were sitting quietly reading there books....something had been up! But it was nice. Then we ate sandwiches for supper! (We never do that).

I need to be writing test, but instead I went over to check out pioneer woman's new contest. (Check it out) My entry for naming the picture was "Bull Scootin' Boogie" a play off of the Brooks and Dunn Song, "Boot Scootin' Boogie" Dan wanted me to enter "It's a Mexican Standoff" I don't know how she can give $600 JC Penny Gift Certificates.

I'm afraid May Britt has done me in on the quilt. But wasn't it neat that she left a comment on my blog and was from Norway. Way cool!

Now I must write two mini quizes and be done before NCIS. I do treat myself on Tuesdays.

Quilt update!

Okay now whoever this MayBitt is she is sending over the people by groves. Here's the new plan SBB and Monkey, we've got to get others in on this. KE, Lee, F, and D can all go over and post. Somebody email NS and get her to post.

Love ya!!!

Do this for me!

You know I'm crazy about patchwork quilts. Well there is this giveaway thing going on at

www.crazymomquilts.blogspot.com

If you leave her a comment and mention "Lennye (hestad240@charter.net) sent you, whoever sends over the most people to look at her blog wins a quilt. Would I go crazy!!! And it is my birthday month!!! This could be fun (For me!)

Sunday and Time is fading fast....

Does anyone remember the Jim Croce song, "Time in a Bottle?" Or have I totally dated myself? That's how I feel today, kinda in a melancholy mood.

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them......

So it goes as tomorrow I face another work week full of conferences, planning, meetings, cleaning, and laundry...I guess I'm very lucky to have another day to do these things. I have finished my class, so I have maintained my 4.0 and I don't have another class till after my birthday. (Which no one will be here to celebrate, cause there's a horse show in Mississippi.) But a mental break from doing so many things at once will be appreciated.

Movie Afternoon

Just watched the movie Evening. Of course just like One True Thing, I cried. The line where Merle Streep's character says, " Your mother had her whole life. She sang at my wedding... she raised two girls... we can't know everything she did. We are mysterious creatures, aren't we?" had me crying. I guess sometimes there are so many things I wish my mother had answered. That I had been old enough to know to ask.

Unlike some, I think movies that make you cry are okay. However, I hope that on my deathbed I'm not saying names that make people wonder what kinds of mysteries I'm hiding. There are things that need to be secret! Things that can bring a smile only to my face every now and then. Things no one knows (except for maybe Brenda)!

Saturday Tidbit

I've been surfing through some of SBB's links. On the Misadventures of Mama and Jack, she recently purchased a blue and white quilt for $5. Now on top of Pioneer Woman envy, I suffer from quilt envy. See most of you don't know that I am crazy for patchwork! Or that I love quilts and cross-stitching. I love digging through junk stores! None of which I get to do!!!!!
How sad is that!!!!!!!!!

Went to look at a house off Hwy 11 today. I loved the backyard. Can you buy a house because of a fantastic back yard? Didn't go in, just wanted to look it over before calling the man to open it up. However, the man owns the house next door and I liked it too. Need to check with D and see when he can make time to go take a look. Then call the man. I really did like the deck that looked over the wooded pond.

Friday

Well the week has gone by way to fast! Today has been a Matt day. It is hard to believe how fast he has grown. It is customary at Piedmont for senior parents to take out an ad honoring their senior. So I didn't find all the pictures I wanted, but found some good ones. Then you have to write a tribute. So here is mine:

Matt,

It is hard to believe that you have already grown into a man. We remember older people telling us, "before you know it they will be grown," now we know what they mean. You were our miracle child, we knew from the beginning that God had a purpose and a plan for your life. You have been blessed by God with a wonderful sense of humor and the ability to easily make friends. You also have a remarkable sense of loyalty to your family and friends. Cowboy, follow your dreams the world is yours for the taking!

Love, Mom, Dad, Drew, Nicole, and Gabe

(It was hard but notice at no point did I say "if you hurry you can still make Cheyenne." )

Thursday

My how time flies.
6:00am got up (no coffee, fasting for blood work)
6:25am got Gabe up and ready for school
6:55am try to get Gabe out the door, he has to catch the bus!
7:05am train on track, luckily, bus is waiting
7:15am get back and get in shower
8:15am leave for doctors office
10:00am get out of doctors office
10:10 am contemplate going to school and having lunch with the boys. Fix myself a bowl of soup and drink a diet root beer.
11:00am decide that I need to finish up some work on the class I'm taking.
1:00pm decide I need a ham sandwich after finding out there is another paper that has to be written in the next couple of days (only 2/3 pages)
1:30pm decide I need to watch a movie....Georgia Rules....I borrowed Monkey's copy
3:00pm hair appointment in one hour
3:15pm called man about an advertisement for a house
3:40 pm kids get home from school
3:50pm leave for hair appointment
4:00pm-6:00pm hair appointment, Gabe calls and wants to go to fair with Ryan
6:00pm put hamburgers on the grill
6:15pm listen to Dan fuss about going to the fair ....but he goes.
6:30pm eat hamburger on diet bread....then go track points
7:00pm review emails
7:30pm get dishes done....

And F says there is nothing to do at home....I haven't even done a load of laundry yet.....

Wednesday AM

Woke up this morning wanting to be Super Mom. First, I got the rugrats up, this is never as easy as people may think.

Then, I decided to make sausage gravy for breakfast. This is a favorite breakfast of the rugrats. To make the best sausage gravy you must use Holyfield sausage.

After much stirring (Sausage gravy must be watched at all times, this is not a dish you can multitask on!) Now that the kids are off it is time for MUSIC and CLEANING! For some reason cleaning goes better with music. Wonder how I can figure all the dancing and cleaning as activity points?

Tuesday

Well I went to work and took care of some stuff for the team. I got all my stuff for parent conferences organized. Then it was off to find a shirt for Matt to wear to school on senior day. This was important! I found a cream colored shirt, but no tie. Called F. said, "Do you have a brown tie at your house?" She did. So I come home, big boy tries on the shirt and IT DOESN'T FIT!!!!!!!!!!!! So now I must go back out and beat the bushes looking for a shirt for a BIG AND TALL MAN/CHILD.

I did find me a pair of Clark shoes for $20, a sign that says It's a Wonderful Life for the door at Christmas, and a special gift for a monkey I know.

In between all of that I signed up for the WW etools. This is totally cool. I put in what I eat and it figures the points for me. I like it alot. You can even put in a recipe and it will give you the point value. Totally cool.

Now the meatloaf, cabbage, and green beans are cooking. Tomorrow looks to be another exciting day.

Mondays

This is my foot! I have a nasty sore brought on by having to tape my foot. Taping my foot was my doctor's next step for my plantars fasitis (sp). Tracie got a cast, I got a roll of tape. This all sounded good, till we had to take the tape off. Now I can not wear shoes. I can't wait to get my PAP done this week and have the doctor catch a glance at my foot while doing the other! Won't that be interesting.

On a happier note....Dan took the afternoon off and we went to Macon to the movies. We saw 3:10 to Yuma and it was great fun. Then after an extended trip to Barnes and Noble we went to Carrabbas for supper. Another favorite thing of mine. In an effort to be good, I put half my food on Dan's plate. He was sweet and ate his and mine!

Got home to Gabe needing to make a confession. Seems he now has detention, which cost us $20 and he loses a Saturday. As the sorted facts unraveled, it appears that Gabe and his new friend Dean, were throwing plastic bottles of coke at the wall during the football game. Not the wisest thing. Of course Gabe said Dean was just showing him how to blow up a bottle of coke. Apparently it worked well. He was distraught and dreaded our return home. Says he's learned two things, never go to football games and don't be stupid.

Then there is Matt who in one week needs to order senior class ring, announcements, and pay for senior pictures. I need a loan to live for the rest of the month. This was on top of needing field trip money and I need to go buy him a dress shirt.

Well if that was today, who knows what tomorrow will be like.

Lazy Sunday Afternoons

Today I started out at church. Dan had a good Sunday School lesson on the Kingdom of God. Went to a youth meeting after church. Gabe seems excited by all the planned activities. I hope everyone will buy a smoked Boston Butt to be ready on November 3rd. The new youth director is going to go let the kids start a savings account at church...with there fund raising money, so that is good. Came home and went with Dan to feed. Of course that is an hour long trip...one way.

These are pictures of Dan working cattle and the new barn. I still have pioneer woman envy.

Then I came home to find out I made an A- on my paper that was 66.6% of my grade and the prof says it is going nicely to continue on with my thoughts. I'm THRILLED!

Tomorrow is back to the drawing board. I need to finish up some stuff at work. Finish up this class on line and Dan and I are talking about going out one afternoon this week for my birthday. He will be gone the week of my birthday.

7 Random Things About Me

I was checking out some of the blogs that Sarah visits and found a theme going on. Several were writing 7 Random Things About Me blogs, so I thought why not.

1. I could eat Mexican Food all day long, everyday

2. I find cooking therapeutic.

3. I enjoy true life murder mysteries.

4. I watch It's A Wonderful Life every year, sometimes 4 times a year.

5. I think the beach exists to remind us how big God really is!

6. I think the Rocky mountains in a blizzard do the same thing!

7. I KNOW that even if your family has gone on to heaven, as long as you have friends you are never alone.

A Week OFF!!!!

What does one do on the first day of a break! Clean house and listen to music! Okay, now I may be over the top--today I downloaded, Nickelback's ROCKSTAR. I've always said if the teaching thing doesn't work out I could go on the road with Lynard Skynard!!!!!!!!! After last week, Give Me Three Steps and I may very well be a ROCKSTAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If needed refer to picture of me with flower in my hair below, you can see this would not be a giant leap for me. Plus, I always complain about not ever going places, Oh the places I could go!!!!! Wait that's Dr. Seuss.....I am confused today.........

Pictures

Meme and Uncle CW with the newlyweds
Matt and Me cutting a rug at reception
No, there was no alcohol involved in this picture. Notice I've lost the jacket! All that dancing.
Unfortunately, today's young folks don't understand the term "troll around the dance floor" they just get in the way
Big story of the night was Gabe and his new girlfriend. They danced till they could dance no more. It was so cute! He would pull the chair out for her when she went to sit down. He would go get her drinks. But once when she didn't drink all her water, ol' Gabe threw the left overs back in the fountain. I thought I'd crack up.

Months End Has Finally Arrived

Finally, October is here. A week off, my birthday, cooler weather, and the new John Gresham book, does it get any better.

The reception is over. The major paper is done. I actually think I have a few days off from school this month. I hope I use this time wisely.

Blog won't allow pictures tonight, I'll post ASAP.

AAAAAGGGGHHHH!

Okay, yesterday was a fairly good day at school. I don't know that a lot got accomplished, but some kids got to read one on one to me and I think this is important. They aren't reading their AR books and those struggling need to read to me daily. Then take an AR test! I love seeing their face when they finally make 100's on things.

Now for the difficult weekend ahead. I haven't done on my class reading, so writing this paper may prove very difficult! I am trying but what I want to say isn't coming. I've got till midnight on Sunday. With the wedding reception tonight I look to write a couple of hours this morning, then tear into it tomorrow.

My back is killing me, which is my own fault for not going to the chiropractor. I just don't have time. Of course isn't that my main complaint --- No time.

Young Mr. Hemingway.

Today's writing topic: The Fairy Godmother arrested and jailed for stealing Giant Pumpkins. No, I don't come up with these on my own www.writingfix.com

Anyway, young Hemingway wrote what he considered and epic. It was cute. He asked me to take it to lunch and share it with all the teachers. Okay! They were like, "Oh". He keeps coming up and asking me how everyone is liking his story.

Finally, I looked at the group as he walked away and said, "If young Mr. Hemingway starts bring a fifth of whiskey to school and starts chasing all the senoritas, then we've got trouble!" Now everytime I see him, I see Hemingway! So whose the crazy one?

Hall Happenings!

I read Monkey's post on the magic coming out her room. Whoa!

Now down the hall we started the day two-steppin. Nothing as magical as Santa on the phone, but a few kids had fun. Then we went into work mode....writing topic of the day was what could you give good advice to someone about (this was the brainstorming part). I have Harper's Honeys and they are getting it. One says, "I could give advice on taking care of your ears after they get pierced." Several girls are like man that's a good one. Then there were little things. When one of my favorites says, "I could give advice on what to do when your parents divorce and your mom decides to start dating!" There was a bit of emotion in this statement and then they went crazy....everyone thought that was the best idea ever....they knew exactly how she feels.....it was unbelievable.

Then me the party pooper said, "Okay, my idea for where you are going with this is what advice would you give to fourth graders on how to get along in fifth grade." I may go back and change it tomorrow. I want magic.............

Mom and Dad (the inlaws) took us to Lucky's for supper, it was really good.

Help!!!

Mother/Son Dance. Any suggestion? What about George Strait's You know me better than that?

Twisted Humor

Okay, I'm puzzled that no one has commented on the prostitute quote. Personally, I think it is a riot! I like it alot!!!! Perhaps it is that midwest upbringing. However, I am not using it in my Comp. Jeffrey says that the Comp may come back to bite me! But the Dorothy quote stays!

Somedays at school you just have to laugh. Like today. We had right at 10 days to do Lexia testing. So far I've got 10 out of the way, about 14 more to do in 4 days. I don't know why I feel that I must teach since I am in the middle of a novel. If only I could be like others and just do what the big-wigs want and go on. Unfortunately, that is why I laugh at prostitute quotes! (I'm not like the OTHERS).

Today as we were getting ready to leave school one of my babies flipped off someone. Well it is hard to get mad at someone for that! So I am thinking of serious punishment. Since I can't tape his fingers together for the day, perhaps silent lunch will win out. I would use one of my infamous quotes and make him write it, except he struggles to write, so no. Even I am not cruel.

To Monkey. You are right we are all too busy! I'll be the first to admit it. Perhaps even for the wrong things, but that is another day!

Quotes

Found this just now. Apply it to education today.

It isn't the job it's the stairs, said the prostitute. (ANON)

I love this!!! I may have to use it. Do you think they will count off points.

Brain Dead!

Today, I am in the NO WORK ZONE and I have tons. Oh, I got up with my coffee and started listening to Marzano. He did have some interesting things. Then I took the kids to breakfast at 10:30. After that, I went to the grocery store. Dan suprisingly came home at 2:00 and we have watched old western all afternoon.

Now I am in guilt overload! Paper not done! House not clean! School (job) work not done! A list of 75 displaced people added to our SS role not called!

I have called Denise and gave her 8 people to call. I have informed her she is not to start her conversation with, "Where the Hell have you been!" Not very Christlike. Now I am going to call a few of the 75. Dan is going to start the grill sometime before I die! The laundry is almost done. Dan has even explained to Gabe that the new cartoon website he has found is not for kids. You know the one on Nick for adults after 12:00. Content and language offensive. I've even had a talk with Matt about he is too old to parade through the house with his drawers on! And groceries have been bought for a week! Not bad.

Ramblings!

I know you all are looking for something a little lighter from me. Trust me when I say there isn't a light moment in my world. But in an effort not to air all my dirty laundry, I'll keep it on the lightside today.

Yeah, we have a half day of school today. Booo! I have my class all day and need all 100 babies to read Chapter 14 in the Charlie book.

Forget my personal struggles at the moment--we still haven't heard anything. My work issues are making me physically sick. I need to talk them out, without having someone tell me how personally wonderful they are. Yesterday, I went over old SST folders that aren't worth the paper they are written on at this moment. Dear Jesus--HELP!!!!! I read one SBB was the last to comment on. I was mad all day. SBB called it in 2nd grade and nothing has ever been done. NH spends quality time with my group when FR has them for math, and she too is shocked. I can't believe that my class (19/24) have not been tested for anything. Now with RtI we are in a state of panic. KE, you wouldn't be suprised to know that a couple read at a PP level and managed to pass the 3rd grade test, guess who was there teacher?

SBB, KE, and LN, I may soon need an intervention!!!!! Poor Monkey, just sees me with this deer in the headlight look most of the time.

Poem

Found the poem I referred to yesterday in my old torn up Bible.

My life is bur a weaving between my God and me.

I do not choose the colors, he worketh steadily.

Ofttime he weaveth sorrow, and I in foolish pride,

Forget he sees the upper, and I the underside.

Not till the loom is silent and shuttles cease to fly.

Will God unroll the canvas and explain the reason why.

The dark threads are as needful in the skillful weaver's hand,

As the threads of gold and silver in the pattern he has planned.

According to the quiz on SBB's blog this is where I belong. Which isn't far from that 1959 BD!

You Belong in 1956
You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

I found it a toss up on whether to pick the cherry red mustang or the bitchin camero. The camero won!!!! Also, how can you pick the coolest guy from John Travolta and Dennis Hooper. Dennis Hooper is just cool. Plus, I remember drive-ins and went to more than a few when I first started driving. I question the part above that says I am 'more than a little innocent', I doubt that one applies!!!!!!

The trip to Nashville has been good for Dan. He has been with the people who know him and understand what a tragedy this has been. His 'bud' have encouraged him and some have even shared having similar accidents (Dan didn't know if a fatality was involved). I don't know why I want our church to step in and be our encouragement at a time like this. I need to be thankful that God sends comfort our way period.

This morning Brenda (mother figure, not HS friend) emailed to say she was praying. The woman is in direct touch with God. She had been out of pocket because Charlie's mother (90+) had a pacemaker installed.

Well I am off to church this morning. I will teach Dan's SS class.

Friends

Well it is hard to imagine how people make it without good friends. Even though God choose for me to travel through life with no extended family of my own, He has always provided me friends. Freda, Gunter, Sarah, Tracie, Denise, and Diane have all been wonderful (even Hannah who called Freda so as not to bother me). Brenda emailed from Oklahoma her concern.

My depression is better today. Yesterday, the weight of the world rested on my shoulders. My editor with my doctorate called and completely took my mind off the situation. I got up this morning and wrote my paper. It is 2:30pm and I have one paper left for this class due in two weeks.

I confessed to Dan this morning that I had prayed for God to take care of him when he was ugly to me last Sunday. He reminded me this morning that while I try to be in control of everything, God didn't need my help and I had no control over Him. Also, that I didn't have the kind of power necessary to plot the events of our lives.

I find comfort today in knowing that God directs the paths of our lives and that the twists and turns are chosen by Him. I look at this as a terrible tragedy and I am heart-sick that a woman with a family has lost her life. Yet, I know that God doesn't make mistakes. I understand that it is normal to ask "why". And I know that is because in my humanness I can see no possible good in this situation.

It has been written that "the wisdom of God is displayed when He brings good to us and glory to Himself out of confusion and calamity rather than out of pleasant times." Corrie Ten Boom once said that life was like a tapestry. All we can see are the knots and dangling strings, but God sees a beautiful picture on the other side. Although I can not comprehend all that might happen in the next few weeks. God sees the finished product. As a family we must trust him to see us through this horrible ordeal. May we live worthy of His calling.